Today is the first day of school. I already went to two of my classes. They were ok. But I dunno, it just feels different. Yeah, I am excited 'coz it's senior year. And I love seeing my friends again. But it's bland with no Orange. I know I'll sound like a total loser but I'll say it just the same since I am a loser anyway, I miss him!!!!!!

Before, no matter how sleepy I was, I always looked forward to going to school just thinking about the possibility of seeing him. Super mababaw but I'd get really happy even if he just passed my way or I saw him kahit long-distance. Now, there's nothing. NOTHING!!!

The hallways are so crowded and yet so empty. My life is colorless. I feel so sad.

P.S. As an attempt to salvage any respect you might still have for me no matter how little after reading this, I just wanna say that I'm really not like this. I sound like a Sweet Valley character with a bad crush. I sure hope it's not THAT bad. This is just some strange Orange effect. Blame it on the son of a b*tch. I hate him sometimes. He makes me stupid. And I allow myself to be stupid because of him. Argh!