Just how do you forgive someone who has hurt you so bad? I know that forgiveness is the key to happiness. And I've always prided myself with having a happy disposition and not harboring any negative feelings against my neighbors. But this time, I'm finding that to forgive and to forget is easier said than done.

I mean, I was really hurt. Actually, it hurts until now. And the person concerned has not even apologized. Actually, I don't think the person has even recognized the fault. Worse, that person seems so unaffected and even cocky in relating to me. So even if healing the hurt, just not minding that person, and moving on is the best and the healthiest solution, I can't bring myself to do it. How do you forgive an unapologetic super makapal ang mukha person?

And talking it over is not an option. In our fights and misunderstandings before, I've always been the one to initiate talking and making up whether it was my fault or it was the other person's. I don't want to do that anymore. I'm so tired of sacrificing and stepping on my pride when the person I'm doing that for will probably just hurt me again like before.

I think I'd rather continue this cold war we're having now than us making up but there's no assurance that the person has changed. So I guess now I'm just waiting for the other person to realize the faults and do something about the situation. But that might take ages before happening. And I'm harboring all these hurt and anger while it's still not happening.

Damn, what the hell am I supposed to do? It's so hard to love someone who is so full of pride and is so cold-hearted. I'm not perfect, I know. But I've always tried to love the people around me to the best I can. Funny how I can be stuck in a situation like this and the other person is going around merry. Unfair!